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Dayum,

Its been a minute. . lol. . .a long while. . but as I write this, I'm attempting to

formulate ideas. . and the only thing thats on my mind. . (i dont plan to think much on this spring break) is music. .

and how drake, kid cudi, kanye, and jason mraz are at the top of my list. . but hell, that was pointless. .

Ive just recently realized that. . college is only a few months away, aka total freedom. . i already know im going to have my share of fun, maybe too much, but im ready. . This has been on my mind for quite some time. . but just a thought. .

I realize im all over the place with this, but this is how i think, long, hard, but with a lot of thoughts mixed into one. .

But all in all, i've been blessed. . in more ways than i can count. . and im extremely grateful . . but i need more devotion. . maybe ill take a page from a good friend of mine. . and grab one of the only tangible items I've received from Karios and read it, once a day. . then the inspiration will come. .

LXV. . ill post later.

enjoy this. .

Letting Go . . and letting Life. .

. . . .Letting go and Letting life. . hm . .complex notion, but the thing is. . worrying over petty things just make life even more complicated. . but here: laugh more, love longer, hug tighter, and cherish those who cherish you!. . But progress and acceptance is the key . .


New Years Day 2009

What a beautiful year. . literally. . First off I graduate. . aka about only 2 months of actual school. . Barack Obama will be inaugurated as America's first African American President. . enough said. .

Now lets get into some of the real stuff. .

I know TOO many people say "Oh yes, I'm changing in 2009. . no more dealing with blah blah blah . . all that nonsense. . but in actuality . . they are still the same. .

however I digress. .

I, personally, am aiming to be a better me, no changes however, but a better me. . a better friend. .a better brother, cousin, reliable person. . ish like that. . and I will definitely try to the fullest. .

While laying in my bed. . after calling someone and having a brief conversation. . i realized the joy they put into my life. . i mean. . it was real. . but unfortunately. . things ended. . which is fine. . but sometimes i feel as if things coulda turned out better. . but oh well!. . moreover. . I decided not to place such emphasis on that. . but rather show more attention and dedication to those who are there. . not just ones i have interest in. . my friends too. . but yeah. . enough on that subject. .

While listening to a few songs. . by a talented artist (the negro cant really sing, but hey, his music is catchy) I saw that his sophomore album is called: Love vs. Money

Ive talked to numerous of people. . and most said love. . but few said money. .
My thing is. . love is great. . speechless in some instances, and gives an individual a sense of warmth, growth, and time spent shared together can be a wonderful thing, but. . the hurt that comes with that is unbearable, but is manageable, but with money. . you can love your damn self :). . hey just a thought.


Well. . I was in a hype mood at 6:36 am. . so. . here check out these. . .(excellent car bangers)

A Day of Recollection . .

Break is coming to a close. . .but I'm enjoying this last week . .

SO come Saturday. . .I went to the Palladium with some close friends. . and I saw Seven Pounds. . .the movie was phenomenal . .and it made me realize/think "what is my purpose" exactly. . I have some time to develop it. . but its starting to stick with me. . powerful movie. .

Moreover. . I had one of the realest conversations with Andrea. . (what a good person lol) and she made me realize sooo many things that I, and ALOT of othere, have strayed away from and i plan to improve. . =]. . The convo was too real . .

Oh yeah. . .I almost forgot. . Charity Ball . .good/relaxing night. . The ladies, yes ALL, well hell i lied. . most of them looked amazing. .I enjoyed myself. .

...But ill update later. . Now, back to the music. . .

. . How I'm feeling at the moment. . . .

Don't just over look these videos. . you should watch them. . they're dope.


Little Bit (remix) Lykke Li Feat. Drake


^Dope Song. .
Sooner Than Later by Drake


^So real in So many ways. . Drake is dope btw



Shihan ( This type love ) - Def Poetry Jam


^Too real in too many ways. .

Never Let Me Down - J.Ivy


^This is from the "Never Let Me Down" track from the College Dropout Album. . amazing


Shanelle Gabriel "Why I Love You"


^ I thought she was pretty Dope

'Tis the season. . .

'Tis the Season. . idk why the image of Fr. Peppard ran through my mind. . mainly because of his lame joke about him being Santa Claus at UofD lol . .funny ish . .

Happy Holidays ppl. . I was just thinking, and I remember being extremely anxious for Christmas when I was younger. . but that's definitely not the case now. I dont think its because I lack the "Christmas Spirit" but because I am getting older. I rather give than receive.. its more rewarding. . but yeah.. lets get into the real ishh. .

I was running through arty's note on some jazz. . and I guess im really appreciating it, wayy more than i used to. .its extremely relaxing. . and great thinking music. . movinnng on along. .

Yesterday, (the 23rd) was pretty smooth . .bowling went well. . i really enjoyed hanging wit UDJ and Mercy '09s. . it was dope. .
and later that night was smooth too at Autumn's birthday dinner. .

Although i could go on forever and a day on the pointless ish I want... I can truly say that Im extremely blessed for the things I do have. . (friends, family, etc).. .

But I wish these damn college acceptance letters would roll in. .
ill post more later. .

I Live for This

I'm trying out this blogging stuff. .

Thinking back to the first days I entered "The High". .there were a few people that I still see as my boys, my fam, the ones that always have my back, and it is only right for me to mention them first.

Cordel and Miles. . has been the realest and funnest, man those days went by fast. . and the rest goes this way (not in any particular order)

Arty,Blair, Middlebrooks, Totte, Gerald, Jordan, Rizk some more white boys. . yeah. . you get the picture. .oh. . yeah shoutout to Period 8 Atrium!

But today. . better yet this week, I haven't been myself. Not the man that I thought I was, this is very irritating. .